Waiting lobby

I feel such a dread to work nowadays...especially when I know the research I'm doing will not have any tangible and significant results unless the fantastic scientist changes his wineskin... Menawhile, it is still me doing the mundane..the same old thing I've been doing for the past 1 year plus and still having the same results. Many may think research is such a cool thing..get to work with scientist and make great discovery. Sorry to tell you this...you are wrong. It is all but a showcase of how knowledgable each one is and a show off of your so-called acheivements. This spells the need for salvation in my working place all the more.
Well, I'm still waiting for my results..I feel anxiety and confusion. There is also slight element of doubts and insecurity. I'm in the waiting lobby...expecting something which I do not know. Should I remain excited, neutral or faithless? God knows.

Silence, Tranquil
Needing the peace You offer
Most High, my heart rest
Almighty, my soul depends
Trust, an element of faith
In You most worthy of praise
In Christ my hope arise
In Him I find my peace
Here I am loitering
In the quiet waiting lobby
Who would I receive
Let's hold on tight to see...