Thoughtful

Work has been tiring...cos I had to co-ordinate some purchases for madam, and the date line is this Fri! I wonder how to do it....
Everyone at work is asking me about my ulcers and if I'm ok. Suddenly I felt so cared for and important. First phonecall in the morning was from my taitai colleague, asking me if I was better and making sure I followed her direction on the chinese medicine. Thank God for all these people!
I went to Nick's place to pray...it was good. I think he can mininster in music and worship very well. The presence of God was in his room as he played the guitar and we worshipped, prayed and I cried together. Wow..thanks Nick!!! We also watched the City Harvest service...ministered by this song:

Lost in You alone
That's where I wanna be
To hear Your voice
Softly in my ears
You whisper words to me
That I am Yours

Can't live a day without Your presence
Closer to You I wanna be

My soul cries out
For more of You, My Lord
My portion and hope
I close my eyes
And feel You near
There's nobody else
That can take Your place
In my heart

Ya, think the Lord reminded me about Zaccheus, the tax collector. He wanted to see Jesus, he wanted to experience Him, he wanted to personally meet with Him. But probably because of his reputation with people, his misdeeds in the past and he probably think he can't change and therefore was afraid to meet with Jesus, to request to talk to Him personally. I think I'm like Zaccheus. I have fears and hesitations in me, memories hound me, negativity keeps me down. Wanting to be with Jesus yet held back by all these...similar to Zaccheus. Lord, take away the hinderances...