Who likes this??

"Never ask for a task that fit your ability, but ask for the ability to complete the task"

Anyone out there likes trials? If so, please contact me and share with me your secret to liking them.....meanwhile, I struggle to face many things. In my mind are questions, are ponders and thoughts that have been generated for the past few weeks....it can be quite draining. O how I wish I could just lay back, relax and not think of anything. You know how it feels to confront your fears? I was telling Nick yest...its like I had a fear of crossing monkey bar due to a fall when I was young...so when confronted by it again, I would take a long time to consider and consider before I try to confront and overcome...sometimes I even back out! Argh..........!!!!!!!
Fear of difficulties, hardships, troubles, problems, challenges, trials, failure....
I need faith..but its weak at this moment.....I told Christy that I have the passion, but it seems to leak our because of all these fears...Lord, please help...!!!!!!

Whatever it is, whoever is the one leading...help me not to rely on Man but YOU!