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Hey...some updates here. Still feeling heavy 2day. I went 2 Christy's house to eat last night...her sister cooked. Yummy....then we had some sharing. After that I met Nick. Supposed 2 b going with him 2day but he starts work @3pm so we dun think so there's a possiblity that we could meet up. Its kinda sad tho...looks like we probably can't spend much time 2gether tis week cos the rest of our weekdays R packed.
Work can get irritating @ times when the people around do not cooperate well. Communication is such an important thing in working relationships...I really learned that. I must learn to speak up. I must not continue 2 withhold my thoughts and views.
Yest I sent an email to PCA, to update him about my life, my struggles. Honestly speaking, all the struggling is sucking away my energy...I need some replenishment. My heart and soul needs 2 find rest....I need space to breathe proper. I need time 4 my soul to recuperate and rejuvenate....right now its hard to really give...emotional tank is empty. I need a top up from the Lord. Those of my friends who R reading, do uphold me in prayer...I am but a normal human being, who goes through the usual and common struggles and challenges of life that any of the 22 year olds would walk through. Please do not see me as a superwoman....I am not. But I am wanting to experience my super God intervene in my life...to rescue me from the vaccum of this world, that seeks to suck me away from my footing.

Stripped away, torn apart

What is left behind?

I see my hurts, my scars and my ugliness

As I stand before You Lord

Troubles come my way

Threats seek to devour me

Trapped in the weight of unforgiveness

I only stand regret

If only, how I wish

Are but useless now

The maze of life bounds me in

Seeing myself repeat the same old thing

When can I come out?

When can I be free?

Lord only You can rescue me

I fear to stretch out my hand

I fear to walk alone

Will it be too difficult for me?

Will it be too painful then?

Lord hear my cry

Lord draw me close

To the place where You are

-shuch-