well well well..
Well...I installed the picassa thingy and the hello..but I still can't download pictures. Either there's something wrong wif my PC, server or me...I wonder which has a higher possibility? ahhahaha
I've been wanting to watch this Jap movie on a dog- Quill. Anyone heard of it? The publicity is low, but tell you...the show is touching lor. I saw the trailer and I felt like crying...the sad parting between the man and the dog. Perhaps I'll go watch it with Nick sometime this week or next...
Its been kinda boring at work today cos it seems like everyone's on leave...but the thing is when they come back, there's where the work will flood in! Argh....I wanna quit my job and be a tai tai...I wanna be able to go to some cafe and drink coffee, relax, laid back and chat with other tai tai frens of mine. ahhahaha.....FAT hope, slim chance! To be honest, I'm still praying and asking God for direction in my life...I can't possibly stay here in this freezing lab for the rest of my life...For those of my frens who r reading this and r shocked by my secret desires....welcome to shuch's world! I wanna do something human...yet I'm afraid to really go out there n explore...its like you want something but u r afraid to face e real thing and b prepared to pay wateva price u need in order 2 attain it. Inside of me I still have a lot of smallness la...cos the world can b very scary n demanding. I am but a 22 yr old....wanting 2 find something that would bring me a sense of satisfaction thru the things I can do.
Well...Christians who r reading this, please pray 4 me...sometimes it can get overwhelming.. Family needs as well....its really such a challenge to press in 2 c them get saved. It seems so impossible....so difficult. But I remembered telling someone...'Never say its difficult until you have tried'....so I gotta live this out man! O Lord...uu c my needs...
"Your Heavenly Father already knows all your needs, and He will give you all you need from day to day if you live for Him and make the kingdom of God your primary concern"- Mt 6:32-33
Yup that's exactly what I need....I caught myself debating...why do I hafta serve God n yet continue 2 c my family like this? Why shud I serve God? Perhaps I shud scringe on my service towards Him..?? I guess these r really some very hard things I gotta clarify with my soul...Am I serving out of expecting Him to bless me? Jia lat....Lord please help me to balance my life properly....sometimes its really tough....Lord..guide me!!!!
I've been wanting to watch this Jap movie on a dog- Quill. Anyone heard of it? The publicity is low, but tell you...the show is touching lor. I saw the trailer and I felt like crying...the sad parting between the man and the dog. Perhaps I'll go watch it with Nick sometime this week or next...
Its been kinda boring at work today cos it seems like everyone's on leave...but the thing is when they come back, there's where the work will flood in! Argh....I wanna quit my job and be a tai tai...I wanna be able to go to some cafe and drink coffee, relax, laid back and chat with other tai tai frens of mine. ahhahaha.....FAT hope, slim chance! To be honest, I'm still praying and asking God for direction in my life...I can't possibly stay here in this freezing lab for the rest of my life...For those of my frens who r reading this and r shocked by my secret desires....welcome to shuch's world! I wanna do something human...yet I'm afraid to really go out there n explore...its like you want something but u r afraid to face e real thing and b prepared to pay wateva price u need in order 2 attain it. Inside of me I still have a lot of smallness la...cos the world can b very scary n demanding. I am but a 22 yr old....wanting 2 find something that would bring me a sense of satisfaction thru the things I can do.
Well...Christians who r reading this, please pray 4 me...sometimes it can get overwhelming.. Family needs as well....its really such a challenge to press in 2 c them get saved. It seems so impossible....so difficult. But I remembered telling someone...'Never say its difficult until you have tried'....so I gotta live this out man! O Lord...uu c my needs...
"Your Heavenly Father already knows all your needs, and He will give you all you need from day to day if you live for Him and make the kingdom of God your primary concern"- Mt 6:32-33
Yup that's exactly what I need....I caught myself debating...why do I hafta serve God n yet continue 2 c my family like this? Why shud I serve God? Perhaps I shud scringe on my service towards Him..?? I guess these r really some very hard things I gotta clarify with my soul...Am I serving out of expecting Him to bless me? Jia lat....Lord please help me to balance my life properly....sometimes its really tough....Lord..guide me!!!!
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