mennick

This is what I call Romantic!

2007-02-18T23:54:00.000+08:00

VALDARO, Italy (Reuters) - Italy won't split up its Stone Age "lovers."

In a Valentine's Day" gift to the country, scientists said they are determined to remove and preserve together the remains of a couple buried 5,000 to 6,000 years ago, their arms still wrapped around each other in an enduring embrace.
Instead of removing the bones one-by-one for reassembly later, archaeologists plan to scoop up the entire section of earth where the couple was buried, they told Reuters.
The plot will then be transported for study before being put on display in an Italian museum, thereby preserving the world's longest known hug for posterity.
"We want to keep can them just as they have been all this time -- together," archaeologist Elena Menotti, who announced the discovery a week ago, told Reuters.
Their removal will be a relief for archaeologists who had to hire extra security to guard the rural site outside the northern city of Mantova after the discovery made world headlines.

STAR-CROSSED LOVERS?
More importantly, it will give scientists a chance to figure out what was has become one of Italian archaeology's greatest mysteries: the first known Neolithic couple to be buried together, hugging.
Was it a sudden death? A ritual sacrifice? Or maybe they were prehistoric, star-crossed lovers who took their own lives.
That is a crowd-pleasing theory in these parts, since Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet was set in nearby Verona.
But scientists acknowledge they still know precious little about the now-famous Stone Age couple, whose embrace has become a subject of world newspaper headlines and chat shows.
Italians dubbed them the "Lovers of Valdaro" after the Mantova suburb of farmland and factories. But even their gender is a open question until scientists confirm the theory that they were a man and a woman.
Archaeologists seem certain the couple died young, since their teeth are intact and that they died during the Stone Age because of an arrowhead and tools found with the remains.
But new evidence indicates the couple were not alone and that the remains may have left been near a Stone Age settlement.

A CULT? DEATH GRIP?
Archaeologists on site showed Reuters photographs of another skeleton found nearby, suggesting the couple were in some sort of prehistoric burial ground.
While the single body was buried East-West, possibly following the daily path of the sun across the sky, the Stone Age couple were buried "the wrong way."
"They were buried North-South, and we don't know why," said archaeologist Daniela Castagna, standing over the grave site.
John Robb, lecturer at Cambridge University and an expert in Neolithic Italian remains, says the trouble with the Stone Age couple is the singularity of the find -- which makes it difficult to explain using known historic data.
He said Neolithic burials are almost always single burials.
"There are a couple of mass burials. There are couple of examples of heads being found under houses. And then, about one burial in every 20 or 30 sites is completely unique," he said.
"And these are probably things that have strange ritual circumstances of one kind or another."
But until scientists get a closer look at the bones, all anyone has are loose theories.
The discovery generated Internet conspiracy theories with some taking a darker interpretation of the hugging skeletons.
One reader on AOL, said it was absurd to assume "this couple is in eternal bliss."
"Maybe it is eternal hatred that had them locked together in a death grip," wrote another reader.
Other people have called for the couple to be left alone -- something that Italian archaeologists say would leave the remains vulnerable to looters, vandals and even bad weather.
There is also a practical reason, the owner of the land hopes to soon build warehouses on it.
"We say rest in peace -- unless you're dead long enough to be interesting," wrote another reader, Jim Noonan.

Check this out..

2006-11-14T22:38:00.000+08:00

Check out this new site on our church building. Its progress, prayer needs and also feel free to leave your comments or contact us if you feel prompt to bless us, in whatever ways you can. =)

http://fm167.wordpress.com

2006-09-23T09:51:00.000+08:00

In Your presence there is joy,

Joy in the morning

In Your presence there is joy forevermore

We have strength to run our race,

In faith and in power from the Lord

From the Lord

2006-09-18T21:52:00.000+08:00

Here are some random photos for Mr Eugene Lau's 21st Birthday at Modestos..I've got a video for a new version of birthday songs, and I'm still wondering if I should load it up..we shall see

The whole group of us:

Old (very long ago) cell group:

yunwei, linda, eugene, shujun and nick

I'm back!

2006-09-12T21:27:00.000+08:00

Hello, I'm back! Finally had time to blog (you see, SGH forbids me to go certian sites..blogger is one of those sites)! Anyway...

IN LOVING MEMORY OF SIAOWEI (May 2004-Aug 2006)

We all need dreams..

2006-03-18T21:38:00.000+08:00

A song that has moved my heart. For myself, and some of my dear friends, this is my prayer for you all as well.

Mark Harris - Find Your Wings

It's only for a moment you are mine to hold
The plans that heaven has for you
Will all too soon unfold
So many different prayers I'll pray
For all that you might do
But most of all I'll want to know
You're walking in the truth
And If I never told you I want you to know
As I watch you grow

Chorus:
I pray that God would fill your heart with dreams
And that faith gives you the courage
To dare to do great things
I'm here for you whatever this life brings
So let my love give you roots
And help you find your wings
May passion be the wind
That leads you through your days
And may conviction keep you strong
Guide you on your way
May there be many moments
That make your life so sweet
Oh, but more than memories

Chorus:
It's not living if you don't reach for the sky
I'll have tears as you take off
But I'll cheer as you fly

Chorus:
You don’t have to…
You don’t have to hide
Come out, come out wherever you are
You don’t have to hide
Come out, come out
Come out wherever you are
You don’t have to hide
You don’t have to…

I Love To Love You

2006-02-07T23:54:00.000+08:00

O the beauty of Your holy place

Your presence I love to embrace

As I see and behold Your loveliness

What a privellege to come and rest

I love to love You O Lord my God

As I come to seek Your face,

I find mercy and grace

Where else can I go You are my source
I come to You O marvelous Lord

And I thank You for the blood that set me free

For the blood that rent the veil for me

West leaders unite!

2005-12-26T08:38:00.000+08:00

Here are some photos of the west leaders gathering and leader's gathering @ Ah Heng's place. We had losta fun @ Maritime House for the west leaders, such a pity Faith wasn't around to jon us. Had steamboat at Ah Heng's place and surprise Bdae celebration for Adrian!

Thanksgiving Dinner @Maritime House (19th Dec 2005)

Me, Candice and Zhen

Working on Project "Save Me!"

Me and one of the funniest persons I ever met!

Sisters of the Gen EX leadership( Absent: Faith, Jessica, Mingzhu)

Some brothers of the Gen EX leadership (Too many not in picture)

Adrian can't play XBOX very well...our star player was Ben!

Final decision..

2005-09-25T21:19:00.000+08:00

A few more days to make that decision...please pray for me if you know what I'm talking about. Thanks.

Reality VS Dream

As a child there came an inspiration
Caring and loving, to see them smile
Serving, feeding and singing along
What meaning it would bring
Close to mine own

A dream it remains
buried under
All that my world ever demanded
Fears and doubts sank deep within
If it be my will or Lord for thee

Reality lies plain
What is the choice then?
Lord lead me to walk
In thy purpose and plan
Make my paths straight
And bring me close to Thine throne

Soveriegn Lord
Almighty God
Set my feet upon the solid rock
Where I find my footing
In this world that's ever changing
Reign in me,
Prune me clean
Apart from thee I can do nothing

Hate the devil!!!

2005-09-10T22:46:00.000+08:00

Very blessed by Ps Benjamin Chew today...could sense smthg happening within me as he spoke each word. I see the way he hates the devil for destroying the lives of our young people. I see the way his heart goes out for the broken souls. I see the sacrifice he laid down to follow after God. It's not fake, it's not far.....he is a living example of a life of Faith. God reminded me of many things, and I know I need to come before Him to re-align and walk through, thoroughly.
Yes the devil is working hard to destroy the young people, like the evil kings of the past whereby they command children to be killed- a massacre of children, abortion of young people, destruction of what God meant to be beautiful! So, hate the devil, stop hating your fellows. Give your lives to Jesus, don't hang out with things associated with the devil.

Lord I'm giving my life away
Laying it down on the altar
Now I'm giving my life away
The very least I can offer
Is my all
So here I stand today
Giving my life away

1 day JB tour!

2005-08-25T23:04:00.000+08:00

Had a great day with "Bai Lai" Tour and Travel Agency a few Mondays ago...here are the photos!

Potential models for Coffee Bean advert

US

Lala and shuch

Street hawker in the alleys..

Our RM104 dinner!

Thanks to Lala (Linda), Hong Ling and Nick for spending the day together with me @ JB and satisfying my longing for chilli crab and stuff!!! Also the DVD adventure, Christian T-shirt craze, mysterious power of The Level 4 of City Square! Hahahaha...really enjoyed myself and I think you all did too. We'll go there again real soon ya, this time with more $ and more time...and no more level 4. =)

Friend

2005-08-17T20:17:00.000+08:00

Hey have you ever prayed for a friend in your personal prayer time with the Lord? I have.
Have you ever been worried for a friend that you think of her pretty often? I have.
Have there been times you just did not know how to express love and concern? I have.
Were there moments you thought you had given your best shot but it was not appreciated? I had.
How about occassions whereby you had to struggle with your own world and at the same time, spare a thought to your friend so that she can feel God? I thought I had..
You know, I still fail. Don't get me wrong...

Did you ever talk to God above?
Tell him that you need a friend to love?
Pray in Jesus' name
Believing that God answers prayers.
Have you told him all your cares and woes?
Every tiny little fear He knows.
You can know He'll always hear
And He will answer prayer.
You can whisper in a crowd to Him.
You can cry when you're alone to Him.
You don't have to pray out loud to Him;
He knows your thoughts.
On a lofty mountain peak,
He's there.
In a meadow by a stream,
He's there.
Anywhere on earth you go,
He's been there from the start.

Update

2005-08-06T21:06:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps, haven't been updating on my blog for a long time..I have been living a life of an aunite- washing clothes, cooking, cleaning up (a little bit la) and tending to my aloe vera.

Anyway, besides this, life has been exciting or rather it can get kinda scary sometimes (depending on how I look at things la). I'm still waiting for my rainbow..some of you will know that my reply has been pending for a long long time, like a few months le, and there's nothing I can do about it....it's quite agonising at times. Well, jus gotta keep praying through I guess....

Many things going on inside of me...wouldn't be pen-ing them down here cos I still need some time to incubate it before I can properly articulate out...but you are welcome to approach me about it if you want to..hahaha. Gotta go so tata!

Photos!!!

2005-06-19T23:25:00.000+08:00

Nick and Shuch

Christy and Shuch

Cream of the Crop

West Zone ladies + Adrian

West Zone Mass Oikos

2005-06-04T22:17:00.000+08:00

Today we had the Amazing Race for oikos and I thought it was pretty fun and I really got to know many of the youths there, in a non-formal and involved way. So far the people here have been very nice to me...and I hope I'm a friend to them, not just a titled ZL.
I thought the funniest part of the game was when Jeremy Heng and Long Jun had to change their clothes..so Jeremy was the Long Jun look-a-like and they looked really funny!!! I shall post their photo here when I get them from Mindy.
My prayer for the west is that they will all begin to dream again and also fan the flame stronger for the Lord...I believe they can, because God desires that. O Lord, it is a great responsibility...help me..

You said if we would build it
You will come
You said if we would seek your face
You'll be found

So we build unto You
A palace of praise
A throne room of worship for You
In this place we choose
To honour Your name
In everything we say and do
Let Your glory fill this room

Jesus come
Jesus come
Come we are desperate for You
Jesus come
Jesus come
Come and fill this room

Let this be our cry west zone!!!

Then I said to them, "You see the bad situation we are in, that Jerusalem is desolate and its gates burned by fire. Come, let us rebuild the wall of Jerusalem so that we will no longer be a reproach." I told them how the hand of my God had been favorable to me and also about the king's words which he had spoken to me. Then they said, "Let us arise and build." So they put their hands to the good work.

Neh 2:17-18 (NASB)

As requested by a brother..

2005-05-28T10:15:00.000+08:00

You're my Lord
You're my God
You're my everlasting song
I was lost but am found
All because You cared for me
For the love
For the cross
For the way You hold me close
Lord I give unto You
All You've given unto me

I want to be a light that shines Your Name
I want to tell the whole world of Your fame
I want the whole wide world to know
How You've given up Your all
Just to bring me back to You again
I don't care what the world may say of me
I only know that You have set me free
I know I'll never be alone
I am never on my own
I will strive to run this race always
Because You loved me

Cry On My Shoulder

2005-05-25T23:52:00.000+08:00

You say you're falling apart

Reached the end of the line

Just looking for your place in an ordinary life

No one calls you friend

No one even knows your name

You just want to feel loved instead of all the pain

You no longer have to say

"No one's listening anyway "

Come here and cry on my shoulder

I'll hold you 'til its over

I'll rescue you tonight

Let my arms be your shelter

Your hiding place forever

I'll love you more than life

You're wearing a frown

Giving up on hope

My heart is reaching out more than you will ever know

Is your burden too much

Is it more than you can bear

I'll help carry the load if you're willing to share

You have had some hard times

Had thorns placed in your side

I know about what you've been going through

Tears of pain are falling down

It hurts so bad you're crying out

Your problems won't last forever

Let me put you back together

PS: We still love you...

God is good

2005-05-23T14:32:00.000+08:00

Guess that by now many know tt I've been shortlisted for interview..really thank God and I think m y chances quite high. Keep me in prayer.

Once again- a place of abandonment. place of growing up. place of visiting back my past. place of crying like never before. place of strading away my strong front. place of acknowledgment. place of silent cries. place of agony. place where i can only express to myself. place where secrets are dealt with. place of prayer. place where GOD is.

Tear soaked pillow by night
Empty window by day
No one will tell
What lies behind
Questions flood my busy mind
Pain surface from my hurting heart
Will I be strong?
Will I hold on?

Stay tuned then

what title?

2005-05-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hi, went to play X-BOX today with the guys, Candice, Shuhui and Nick today after the seminar. It was really fun, did help in releasing some of the pressure I faced...had a good time "beating" Nick, Shuhui and Candice. And guess what, Candice, besides being gifted in playing mahjong, has also discovered her gifting in playing X-BOX!!!
I attended 2 seminars today, one on 'How to connect with Youths' and 'Secrets to True Romance'... the youth one was very enriching and refreshing, talking about being available to the youths. Being available means 1) spending time doing something that your youths enjoy and not what you like to do, 2) willingness to put aside what you are doing to give attention to your youth's phonecall. This was something that really challenged me as a youth worker. Many times ministry has become a task, doing something I have to do rather than something I can enjoy doing. I seem to have lost the joy of it as things have become a sort of demand, pressure, expectation and implementation, rather than real authenticated and genuine ministry that flows out of the heart. Lord, please help me. I am but someone you have chosen to display Your goodness and love.
I also met up with the leaders today to rough things out and it really did help me see their needs...all I can say is that I am challenged by them. My orayer to the Lord at the moment when I was meeting them, was that God would help me. I am approaching something that is unfamiliar and I felt that it was out of my abilities to complete and conquer. My spirit is not giving up but I do have fears too. Inadequacies surfaced once again...You know, its like you thought you have overcome this issue of inadequacy but it comes back again and you feel so so afraid to fail. All in all, I still know that the Lord will be with me...

Psalm 121 (NLT)
A song for the ascent to Jerusalem.
I look up to the mountains
does my help come from there?
My help comes from the LORD,
who made the heavens and the earth!
He will not let you stumble and fall;
the one who watches over you will not sleep.
Indeed, he who watches over Israel
never tires and never sleeps.
The LORD himself watches over you!
The LORD stands beside you as your protective shade.
The sun will not hurt you by day,
nor the moon at night.
The LORD keeps you from all evil
and preserves your life.
The LORD keeps watch over you as you come and go,
both now and forever.

God's latest creation

2005-04-30T00:21:00.000+08:00

This is my colleague's baby girl...born on 26th April 2005, 7pm in SGH Ward 52A! Welcome!!! This baby (parent's haven't decided on the name yet) is only 3 days old!!! Well but she has G6PD deficiency and is having slight jaundice, so she needs to stay in the hospital for a week...its not something that is too life threatening but if she exposed to certain kinds of food she might experience danger. K, some Bio class here... G6PD is an enzyme our our red blood cells that help to stabilise them and so if the G6PD level is low, likelihood of the red cell bursting is higher, under praticular circumstances. For eg: High air pressure, exposure to sulphur, mothballs. Yup but her situation is not so bad because she's a girl. In guys the danger is greater..some genetic facts la. Hmm, so may I request you to say a prayer for her? Thanks!

Waiting lobby

2005-04-25T23:44:00.000+08:00

I feel such a dread to work nowadays...especially when I know the research I'm doing will not have any tangible and significant results unless the fantastic scientist changes his wineskin... Menawhile, it is still me doing the mundane..the same old thing I've been doing for the past 1 year plus and still having the same results. Many may think research is such a cool thing..get to work with scientist and make great discovery. Sorry to tell you this...you are wrong. It is all but a showcase of how knowledgable each one is and a show off of your so-called acheivements. This spells the need for salvation in my working place all the more.
Well, I'm still waiting for my results..I feel anxiety and confusion. There is also slight element of doubts and insecurity. I'm in the waiting lobby...expecting something which I do not know. Should I remain excited, neutral or faithless? God knows.

Silence, Tranquil
Needing the peace You offer
Most High, my heart rest
Almighty, my soul depends
Trust, an element of faith
In You most worthy of praise
In Christ my hope arise
In Him I find my peace
Here I am loitering
In the quiet waiting lobby
Who would I receive
Let's hold on tight to see...

Unspeakable Joy!

2005-04-01T00:14:00.000+08:00

Finally, I did something I have always wanted to do! I submitted an application today...!! I'm so thrilled even though I do not know whether or not my application will be accepted. The thought of it just brings excitement and joy into me! Lord, this is really something that I'm gonna trust You in to give me the best. Whatever may be the results, Lord I know You undertake and what You destined, no man can take away. Lord, be sovereign in my life. For those who are reading my blog and do not know what I am talking about, please understand I mean to keep this to myself until the results are out...ya, so just pray for the will of God to be done in my life!

You authored my life
You destined my future
You are the Lord
Who holds all things together

Mountains may move
Storms may blow
Lord it is You
I want to behold

Keep me believing
Your good and Your love
Keep me firmly footed
In Your faithfulness

You mean for the good
You long for me to prosper
Lord, my life I present
At the altar

Consuming fire
Take all of me
I never want to look back
Because You have set me free!

Word of God

2005-03-28T00:05:00.000+08:00

"The truth is, when you were young, you were able to do as you liked and go wherever you wanted to. But when you are old, you will stretch out your hands, and others will direct you and take you where you don't want to go." - John 21:18

.Mode.

2005-03-25T23:26:00.000+08:00

Frustration. Unable to communicate exactly. Need a hole to hide. Not negative, just appreciates understanding and rest. Withdrawal symptoms. Do not disturb. Everything's gonna be alright shuch.

Wonder why it's mennick?

2005-03-23T20:12:00.000+08:00

Me and Nick

The Rain

2005-03-21T07:19:00.000+08:00

It started to rain. I'm wanting to wait for the rainbow...how about you?

I'm held by Your love
Upheld by Your strength
On Your shoulders You bore me
By Your faith I stand

Cherished by You Lord
Treasured in Your sight
So close to Your heart
Held firm in Your hand

So awesome is Your love
So mighty is Your hand
On eagle's wings, You carried me
Your grace shall be my strength
So perfect is Your love
You sacrificed Your Son
Amazing love reached down to me
With joy to You I come

Not by my wisdom
Not by my strength
Gently You guide me
Lead me by hand
Total surrender
Jesus I am Yours
Now and forever
In Christ I now stand

I shall wait...patiently, with hope.

I like that song- Because You Loved Me

2005-03-19T00:28:00.000+08:00

Hear the song playing in my blog now? Well, thanks to Daphne!
Anyway, this song ministers to me really very deeply. Here are the lyrics-

You're my God
You're my Lord
You're my everlasting song
I was lost but now am found
All because You cared for me
For the love
For the cross
For the way You hold me close
Lord I give unto You
All that You've given unto me

Chorus:
I want to be a light that shines Your name
I want to tell the whole world of Your fame
I want the whole wide world to know
How You've given up Your all
Just to bring me back to You again
I don't care what the world may say of me
I only know that You have set me free
I know I'll never be alone
I am never on my own
I will strive to run this race always
Because You loved me

Yes Lord, I will run this race...with my eyes fixed and I do not want to let anything come and cause me to waver!

Voice Out

2005-03-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

Hi there...I lost my voice! Probably because my body too heaty..coughing quite badly too. Well, but God healed me of my multiple ulcers and rashes last Sunday, I'm sure He can restore me again this time.
Well, God has been speaking to me very specifically and clearly these few days. 1st was that I must not allow anything negative feeling come in between and rob me of my love for Him. He asked me: "Is it worth it to hold on to all these and let these things block you from loving me freely?"
2nd time was that He asked me very specifically: "Shujun, do you love failure or do you love me?" It was just like Jesus asking Peter: "Peter, do you love me more than these things?" All these had been a preoccupation with myself, my own world of so called sorrow, my own failures. You see, when you love something, you give your entire mind, heart, strength and energy to it. When I 'love' my failures, I give all my attention on it, it becomes my reference point of decisions and my basis of coming before the Lord. And when this happens, I am unable to give God the desired attention and unable to make Him my reference point in life. Its really a revelation to me! Lord, thank you! That has caused me to decide in my heart to let go of everything...the 'love' of my failures. I do not want to dwell in them any longer. God remembers our sins no more!
Today Nick and I prayed together again...God reminded me of this verse in Hosea 6:6- "I"I don't want your sacrifices- I want your love; I don't want your offerings- I want you to know Me."
Thank you Lord!!!!

Heaven is our eternal home!

2005-03-12T00:20:00.000+08:00

Blenheim left..to be with the Lord, in our eternal home. His family need our prayers, for their emotional, mental, physical and spiritual being. Also for financial help because I guess the medical bills must have cost them a lot.
My heart is excited. After the prayer meeting...I felt such an encouragement and strengthening from the Lord. There's freedom in my heart, to love Him, to love others!

Thoughtful

2005-03-07T23:48:00.000+08:00

Work has been tiring...cos I had to co-ordinate some purchases for madam, and the date line is this Fri! I wonder how to do it....
Everyone at work is asking me about my ulcers and if I'm ok. Suddenly I felt so cared for and important. First phonecall in the morning was from my taitai colleague, asking me if I was better and making sure I followed her direction on the chinese medicine. Thank God for all these people!
I went to Nick's place to pray...it was good. I think he can mininster in music and worship very well. The presence of God was in his room as he played the guitar and we worshipped, prayed and I cried together. Wow..thanks Nick!!! We also watched the City Harvest service...ministered by this song:

Lost in You alone
That's where I wanna be
To hear Your voice
Softly in my ears
You whisper words to me
That I am Yours

Can't live a day without Your presence
Closer to You I wanna be

My soul cries out
For more of You, My Lord
My portion and hope
I close my eyes
And feel You near
There's nobody else
That can take Your place
In my heart

Ya, think the Lord reminded me about Zaccheus, the tax collector. He wanted to see Jesus, he wanted to experience Him, he wanted to personally meet with Him. But probably because of his reputation with people, his misdeeds in the past and he probably think he can't change and therefore was afraid to meet with Jesus, to request to talk to Him personally. I think I'm like Zaccheus. I have fears and hesitations in me, memories hound me, negativity keeps me down. Wanting to be with Jesus yet held back by all these...similar to Zaccheus. Lord, take away the hinderances...

Miracle!!!!

2005-03-05T22:19:00.000+08:00

Blenheim is still alive! At the 3rd attempt to resacitate him today, He pulled through! Don't ask me how...It's God. But he is in critical condition. Let's uphold him in prayer christians. He will be a walking testimony of God's miraculous healing! Amen!

Goodbye Blenheim

2005-03-05T10:50:00.000+08:00

Blenheim has left us to be with the Lord yesterday. A fine young man of 19 years, bright and active, a good friend from what I know through Lionel, still in the midst of discovering what life is all about.....This entire incident has thought me many things, even though I have not been directly involved in it.
Truely souls are so important. Yes though the bible teaches that but how many really grapple with the real meaning and is able to live a life that displays that? Souls come and go, passerbys of our lives, colleagues whom we might get irritated at, parents whom we try many times to avoid talking to, siblings whom we will always squabble with, friends whom we fail to encourage or even to accept many times. Lord, I have learned. These are the people in our lives you've called us to demonstrate Your love to.
Just last night I was asking the Lord why did things happen this way? A person who walked out of his walk with the Lord can get straight As for his A levels, Blenheim whom we have been praying for over the whole week just left...Lord my human mind cannot understand. But one thing I know is that You are a God who is in control, even when things right now don't seem to make sense to me, I believe in due time, things will be able to reconcile in the hearts of many who think like me. Lord...so that all may know that You are God!

You are not a god
Created by human hands
You are not a god
Dependant on any mortal man
You are not a god
In need of anything we can give
By Your plan, that’s just the way it is

Chorus:
You are God alone
From before time began
You were on Your throne
You are God alone
And right now
In the good times and bad
You are on Your throne
You are God alone
You’re the only God
Whose power none can contend
You’re the only God
Whose name and praise will never end
You’re the only God
Who’s worthy of everything we can give
You are God
And that’s just the way it is

Bridge:
Unchangeable
Unshakable
Unstoppable
That’s what You are

2005-03-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

Some pics....

Shuhui's birthday

Deeze & Shuch

The Work of God

2005-03-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

Today I broke a record....altogether 5 ulcers! I'm struggling to talk properly le now...haiz. Anyway, it was quite a day for me. This morning I was confronted by someone- God. There's something in my heart that is uncomfortable, tugging...I had this same feeling last week also. I can literally feel God's work in my heart....it's something quite haunting, especially when you don't really wanna talk about it....He will bring it right at your face and say :"Hey, look at it...don't run away.." Ya, anyway...I'm very ministered by this song...

Oh what I would do to have
The kind of faith it takes
To climb out of this boat I'm in
Onto the crashing waves
To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown where Jesus is
And He's holding out His hand

But the waves are calling out my name
And they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
Time and time again. "Boy, you'll never win!""You'll never win!"

Chorus:
But the voice of truth tells me a different story
The voice of truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
The voice of truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

Oh what I would do to have
The kind of strength it takes to stand before a giant
With just a sling and a stone
Surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors
Shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand

But the giant's calling out my name
And he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on telling me
Time and time again. "Boy you'll never win!""You'll never win!"
But the stone was just the right size
To put the giant on the ground
And the waves they don't seem so high
From on top of them lookin' down
I will soar with the wings of eagles
When I stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
Singing over me

I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

Let's help....

2005-03-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone out there who is readin my blog, please help. We've got a friend who is in coma right now due to a blood clot in his brain and has undergone an operation but it was not successful (Read www.lioneltock.blogspot.com for more info) and now he is awaiting for another operation next Monday. We need blood! Any type will do...please help. He is right now in NUH, fighting for his life. His family and close friends have been sticking real close with him, in prayer, in action. Christians, let's pray.

I'm making a come back!

2005-02-26T11:55:00.000+08:00

hey hey there my fans...I'm back! Haven't been blogging cos my office server blocked out blogger! Then mi sista bot a new PC so I'm back 4 good! ahhahahah....ya, nthg much to say, except that changes are good..I hafta learn 2 say that, if not I will die in e wilderness. Think the Israelites didn't survive the ordeal in the journey to Canaan Land cos they were not so adaptive 2 e change and probably also not willing to change ba?! K..I'll leave off now..last words are...I'm a new creation, get to know me and you will find yourself liking me. I'm changed, not the one I used to be anymore cos God did a new job! Cool..!! Tata!

What is the will of God?

2004-11-22T17:20:00.000+08:00

The will of God will never take you,
Where the grace of God cannot keep you.
Where the arms of God cannot support you,
Where the riches of God cannot supply your needs,
Where the power of God cannot endow you.

The will of God will never take you,
Where the spirit of God cannot work through you,
Where the wisdom of God cannot teach you,
Where the army of God cannot protect you,
Where the hands of God cannot mold you.

The will of God will never take you,
Where the love of God cannot enfold you,
Where the mercies of God cannot sustain you,
Where the peace of God cannot calm your fears,
Where the authority of God cannot overrule for you.

The will of God will never take you,
Where the comfort of God cannot dry your tears,
Where the Word of God cannot feed you,
Where the miracles of God cannot be done for you,
Where the omnipresence of God cannot find you.

-Author Unknown

Who likes this??

2004-11-16T13:53:00.000+08:00

"Never ask for a task that fit your ability, but ask for the ability to complete the task"

Anyone out there likes trials? If so, please contact me and share with me your secret to liking them.....meanwhile, I struggle to face many things. In my mind are questions, are ponders and thoughts that have been generated for the past few weeks....it can be quite draining. O how I wish I could just lay back, relax and not think of anything. You know how it feels to confront your fears? I was telling Nick yest...its like I had a fear of crossing monkey bar due to a fall when I was young...so when confronted by it again, I would take a long time to consider and consider before I try to confront and overcome...sometimes I even back out! Argh..........!!!!!!!
Fear of difficulties, hardships, troubles, problems, challenges, trials, failure....
I need faith..but its weak at this moment.....I told Christy that I have the passion, but it seems to leak our because of all these fears...Lord, please help...!!!!!!

Whatever it is, whoever is the one leading...help me not to rely on Man but YOU!

I feel like crying...

2004-11-02T14:46:00.000+08:00

Your Blood

We've pierced Your hands

We've broken Your heart

We've caused the One who loved us

To give Himself up for us

In tears You chose

The path that would make the difference for me

The blood that trickled from Your hands

Cleansed all my iniquities

The blood that smeared the sword

Of the accusations of man

Erased the denial of truths

Forgiven the faults I have

Your blood has brought me holiness

Your blood has restored my hope

Your blood has rendered me free

The blood that saves the world

The blood that springs from You

Lord I could never repay

I can only ask

Help me to understand this love

Help me to grapple this truth

Of the amazing grace You have for me

Let me not be deprived

Let me not have my head held low

Lead me from here on

Help me find what You have for me

O The blood that bought me

The blood that gave life

I can now breathe again,

I can now live!

The Ordeal

2004-11-01T14:50:00.000+08:00

Hi..I'm back after a week's battle with the flu bug. Its been a fighting week for me cos every night I had to overcome and battle against the agony and pain when my temp was 39+ C. To some points I even thought I would become an idiot if my temp continue to go up....I was so afraid of becoming mad. I cried out to the Lord during those times I suffered (hey I really did....this is not self pity ok) and I said "Lord, have mercy on me!"...with that I managed to fall asleep somehow. Having my temp @ 38+ had become a norm to me during the week.....finally at the 3rd attempt to rescue myself, I saw the doctor one last time (if this fails, I would get myself warded) and she changed all my medicine and ran my blood to test for dengue. Thank God for her.....the medicine worked splendidly and I was dengue free!!!
I had to miss my best friend's bdae celebration and I felt super miserable about it. The last thing I wanted to do was to stay at home to wait until I'm better. I missed church on Sunday too...O man...I didn't like this feeling.
I suspect that Prince Charming (my boss) passed the bug to me....but I have no proof so forget it, I'm not gonna get back at him. Afterall, it was a good and timely break for me as well from all the work. =)
Okie dokie...shall pen off here...tata!

::Clear conscience::

2004-10-25T09:31:00.000+08:00

Ps 19:7-14

"The law of the LORD is perfect, reviving the soul.

The decrees of the LORD are trustworthy, making wise the simple.

The commandments of the LORD are right, bringing joy to the heart.

The commands of the LORD are clear, giving insight to life.

Reverence for the LORD is pure, lasting forever.

The laws of the LORD are true; each one is fair.

They are more desirable than gold, even the finest gold.

They are sweeter than honey, even honey dripping from the comb.

They are a warning to those who hear them;

there is great reward for those who obey them.

How can I know all the sins lurking in my heart?

Cleanse me from these hidden faults.

Keep me from deliberate sins! Don't let them control me.

Then I will be free of guilt and innocent of great sin.

May the words of my mouth and the thoughts of my heart be pleasing to you, O LORD, my rock and my redeemer."

A seared conscience gives you:
1) Death by the instalments
2) Guilt by wilful sinning

A clean and powerful conscience gives you:
1) Confidence
2) Godly convictions
3) Healthy relationships

This was a powerful message shared by our dear youth pastor on Saturday. It spoke volumes to me and I was glad that the Lord restored it in my life, and I can lift my head up high. No longer there be a barrier between me and my Lord due to all the guilt and buried sins. God personally told me this and I pray that it will minister to you- Each time when you sin against the knowledge of truth and the prompting of your God given conscience, you are hanging Me on the cross again. It hurts a lot for Me to be up there.

Life Without You

2004-10-22T14:35:00.000+08:00

"Yes, I am the vine; you are the branches. Those who remain (abide) in me, and I in them, will produce much fruit. For apart from me you can do nothing." - John 15:5

The secret to success lies here, in the word- Abide. It means to continue to be sure or firm; endure, to dwell or to sojourn. Connecting, remaining, delaying oneself in the presence of another.... I need a stronger connection between me and my Lord! I guess the key to it is prayer- tapping on the resources of God through prayer! I want to experience the hand of God in my life! And its going to be through prayer!

Life Without You

Living a life in search

Of that which may bring meaning

Of that which may bring the pain away

Of that which may heal the hurt

Finally we found each other

When Your beauty caught my eyes

And Your splendidness captivated my heart

Life without You

Is like a picture without colour

Life still goes on, without meaning

Life without You

Is like music without its listener

Life goes on, through the routine

Life without You

Is like the pasture without flowers

It is dull, lifeless and lonesome

Lord, how can I go on?

Lord, how do I survive?

Never will I want to live,

Life without You

nice nice..

2004-10-12T10:42:00.000+08:00

Its wonderful to be holding His hands and know that you can rest in His enduring love!

The One
You are the One
Who made the heavens and the earth
The hands that shaped the clouds
And formed the seas,
These same hands took me in
The mind that crafted the wind
And created the rainbow
This same mind with wonderful thoughts to me
You're the One who gave me breath
You're the One who guides my steps
My future is within Your palm
The palm that bore the scars for me
How can I ever fathom?
How can I ever imagine?
This great love One can have for me
Help me to love You more
To hold Your hand
When I walk through the storms and stillness
I will make You my all
Yes, my Lord of all.

Guts!

2004-10-07T17:08:00.000+08:00

Hey, I overcame my fear of sharing gospel with this stranger whom I have seen many times. God laid a sense of compassion upon my heart for him cos he has an ailing mother and a handicapped daugther...and he seems to be very troubled, though outwardly he appears to be very happy and jovial. Last Tue I lost a 'dare' to God cos I said I would approach him if he alighted @ the same bus stop as me and he did. Well...I didn't keep to my words (I'm thankful that God is faithful even when sometimes we 'play Him out') and habinate in my fear. I regretted my actions and told Him that if I see the old man agin, I would speak to him about Jesus. I told God I would go to the bus stop to wait for him at the same time the following Tues....but guess what, I forgotten totally about it. and the scariest thing is God doesn't forget what we say to Him. On Tue night I was with a Christian friend nearby our home and the old man appeared right infront of my face. I told my friend about it and she encouraged me to go ahead and obey the Lord...well, after much hesitation, I spoke with the old man. Gave him my number, ask him to contact me cos I really wanna help...and told him that Jesus had the ansers for him. Let's keep praying!!! Jia you shuch! ;p

2004-10-06T10:14:00.000+08:00

It's time to pick up. Time to run. Time to get the engine going. Time to catch up with Him. Time to come out of that cave. Time to push myself forward. Time to be bold and courageous. Time to look @ Him. Time to let go of what other's think. Time to let go of what's behind me. Time to give myself some grace. Time to be BIG-MEGA hearted. Time to let Him have His way. Time to put on the thinking cap. Time to consider things that R more worthwhile. Time to adjust my goals towards the best. Time to shake off the meaninglessness of holding on, of the things that have kept me from advancing. It's time shuch, to let go of myself.

See yourself go on a roller coaster ride with the Almighty
See yourself gripping Him tight
See yourself safe in His arms,
See yourself resting upon His chest
See yourself laying on His shoulders
See yourself secure in His love
See yourself found in His embrace
Lord I want to see myself
Lord I need You
No other affairs shall rob me
No other concerns shall overwhelm me
Lord only You can give me the meaning
To all that are happening
May I find Your strength
May I find Your courage
In the stillness of Your majesty

Lastly a song that speaks courage and empowerment to me:
DARE TO RUN

The road ahead is narrow
The way is sometimes steep
And only the committed claim the prize
Standing at the finish
With arms outstretched to reach us
Is the One who has endured the race
And claim the final prize

Chorus:
Dare to run
With our eyes fixed on Jesus
Following the footsteps
Of the One who's gone before us
Dare to run
In the power of His spirit
Called to be victors
In the race already won
Dare to run!

Yours truely,
shuch

Hmm...??

2004-10-05T11:00:00.000+08:00

All of us @ Hong's bdae celebration...looking happy!

More than words...

2004-10-01T10:24:00.000+08:00

You've added the colours
You've doubled the shine
Our Creator gave us His love divine
He looks down, and He smiles
When He sees us each
As His lovely child
Lord bless this love
Lord shower Your goodness
Upon the hearts of Your two beautiful children

You are a gift from God to me
A gift that I know is part of me
Each moment I think of you
My heart beats with love to you
I ask the Lord to help me love Him more
So that I can give you the love and grace that
He shower endlessly

Words

2004-09-28T10:46:00.000+08:00

Misunderstood. Restoration needed. Healing in the midst. Part and parcel of life. Stretched. Transition. Growing. Different. Expectations. Decisions. Courage to face the music. Demands. Pressure. Temptations to let go. Hang on, hang on!

"Your road led through the sea,
your pathway through the mighty
waters--
a pathway no one knew was there!
You led your people along that road
like a flock of sheep,
with Moses and Aaron as their
shepherds." - Ps77:19-20

There is a drawing
Reaching out from deep within
A cry and a petition
To break free from the words of man
Lay ahead many paths
Which I wonder the Lord delights
I long to be free
From the opinions of mankind
I long to be free
From the judgement of others
Why is it that we must hold grudges?
Why is it that we must harbour faults?
Isn't His love and forgiveness enough
To heal the wound inside?
Hasn't His grace and mercy touched us
To the point of letting go?
Haven't we learnt to practice grace?
Haven't we learnt to uphold truths?
O how can we hold on any longer,
That which blocks us from Him
O how can we deny anymore,
The distortion of sin that causes us not to forgive
Letting go, letting go
Let us not with hold
The gift of forgiveness
That will set us free
May we let Him have His way
Remember- If He is not Lord of All, He is not Lord at all.

Testimony!!!

2004-09-27T17:31:00.000+08:00

Hey people, I missed u all! I haven't been able to update my blog due to some PC problems I was experiencing in my office. Now my PC is being restored!
Anyway, heresh a testimony- I have had a serious problem in accepting this particular person in my life and it has remained as a problem to me for quite some time. After some serious reflection and counseling from my pastor, I started to sought the Lord to help me. I asked God to help me to have a bigger heart, to accept the person in the way I am being accepted and loved by God and others...its really easy to say but a difficult thing to do!
Well anyway, I managed to come b4 God in prayer to seek fro help and strength. In His presence I was transparent about my ugly nature (of not being able to show love to this person) and I confessed my weakness and my need for His love to overtake me. indeed God is good, He answered my prayers and helped me to have gretaer patience and better attitude towards this person. Praise God for this little breakthrough! There'll be more to come....akan datang!

Frustration

2004-09-10T11:29:00.000+08:00

I'm frustrated. Facing many things which I have yet to come to terms with. Its tough. My face is black. Its eating me up. I'm hanging on. Its alone once again. Hope I can come out soon. Waves after waves come crashing over me, I need 2 breathe. If I dun get out of it soon, I'll sink in........Lord, hold me!!!!!!!!!

shuhui ought not to see this...

2004-09-09T16:35:00.000+08:00

This is a persian cat that entered a compeitition at International Cat Association Silver Anniversary Cat Show held in Canada. I think it looks kinda cute...its name is Princess, should be a girl ba. Actually I have this mentality that all persian cats are female cos they look pretty...hahahha..but how can it be right? Anyway..here it is.......

To shuch with love

2004-09-09T13:35:00.000+08:00

To those of you out there who may or may not be Christians, I want you to know there is someone who loves us all so much that He gave. True love is about giving, not just receiving. What keeps a relationship between 2 persons together is the love of the Lord. In 1 John 4:19, it says : "We love because He first love us". What kind of love is it that comes out from mere man? Look at the world we live in. With all the abortion and divorce rates going up, with all the teens having STDs at as young as 15, with people in the working world gossiping about each other, with all the terrorists attacks, with all the weird diseases engulfing the nations, with the hurricanes and earthquakes, with child abuse, with prostitution and so much more! Are we that great and abled to give the kind of love that accepts all, cherishes all and gives all? We are all needy people when we reduce to our nakedness.
Think about it...Isn't it wonderful that we can have access to the perfect love from heaven? You might be thinking, is it possible? Yes it is indeed...He is love! Probably we've all been looking for love in the wrong places...we look to our close friends, our spouses, our possessions, our positions, our wealth, our achievements, our success but we experience that they did not satisfy us eventually. Ask a rich man who has earned his first million what his next goal is, he will say 'the next million'. We can never be satisfy by the things on this earth, if we can, we wouldn't be striving so hard to attain and to succeed in life. I'm not saying we stop all these and become a beggar on the streets and that would satisfy. I mean that we need to balance. We need the Lord Jesus Christ. Bible says that Christ died for us while we were yet sinners. Whoever out there is reading this, I pray that what you have read would open your eyes to see Him and know that He loves you and is waiting for your return to a personal relationship with Him.
Btw, heresh what Nick sent me, hope it'd bless you!

"As the morning light shine on my face,
I felt the Great Romancer say I love you.
Then I prayed 'Help me also to love her with this same love'
And He said 'Granted'." -1st Sep, 8:05am-

To Nick With Love =)

2004-09-08T15:09:00.000+08:00

I love the way you look at me

I love the way you smile

I love the way you can laugh at my nonsense,

The way you think I am funny

You have been a gift to me,

Wrapped in God's amazing grace

How else can I cherish you,

Except to say I love you

And am blessed by your love....

Loving you with His love -shuch-

U R looking @ me

2004-09-08T01:38:00.000+08:00

Hey...some updates here. Still feeling heavy 2day. I went 2 Christy's house to eat last night...her sister cooked. Yummy....then we had some sharing. After that I met Nick. Supposed 2 b going with him 2day but he starts work @3pm so we dun think so there's a possiblity that we could meet up. Its kinda sad tho...looks like we probably can't spend much time 2gether tis week cos the rest of our weekdays R packed.
Work can get irritating @ times when the people around do not cooperate well. Communication is such an important thing in working relationships...I really learned that. I must learn to speak up. I must not continue 2 withhold my thoughts and views.
Yest I sent an email to PCA, to update him about my life, my struggles. Honestly speaking, all the struggling is sucking away my energy...I need some replenishment. My heart and soul needs 2 find rest....I need space to breathe proper. I need time 4 my soul to recuperate and rejuvenate....right now its hard to really give...emotional tank is empty. I need a top up from the Lord. Those of my friends who R reading, do uphold me in prayer...I am but a normal human being, who goes through the usual and common struggles and challenges of life that any of the 22 year olds would walk through. Please do not see me as a superwoman....I am not. But I am wanting to experience my super God intervene in my life...to rescue me from the vaccum of this world, that seeks to suck me away from my footing.

Stripped away, torn apart

What is left behind?

I see my hurts, my scars and my ugliness

As I stand before You Lord

Troubles come my way

Threats seek to devour me

Trapped in the weight of unforgiveness

I only stand regret

If only, how I wish

Are but useless now

The maze of life bounds me in

Seeing myself repeat the same old thing

When can I come out?

When can I be free?

Lord only You can rescue me

I fear to stretch out my hand

I fear to walk alone

Will it be too difficult for me?

Will it be too painful then?

Lord hear my cry

Lord draw me close

To the place where You are

-shuch-

testing pic

2004-09-04T07:13:00.000+08:00

This is Quill the puppy....the show made me cry. Infact all the girls were crying because it is one of those shows that talks about the life of a guide dog, which had a special affinity and empathy to its friend (a blind man)...the dog's eyes seem so real, as though really expressing sorrow and confusion when the blind man died. Yup...animal lovers beware, you will definitely cry after the show...

Inspiration late in the night

2004-09-03T14:45:00.000+08:00

Looking ahead the fear sets in

Knowing that situations are there

Waiting to engulf me, to challenge me

Enticement from this world are luring me

Further away from Your truth

Waves of reality came crashing over,

Came crashing over me

But my heart cries out to You my Lord

Who picked me out of the miry clay, and

Gave me a place to set my footing strong

Leaning on Your truth, dying to myself

Taking up the cross

Jesus help me follow You

- shuch-

heavy morning

2004-09-03T00:53:00.000+08:00

Hello..its been heavy upon my heart ever since I fell asleep...think last night I hung all the clothes and I was dead beat tired so I slept right away. Its was like my eyes were battling to keep awake and I could feel the protest of my body- You need to rest! My heart was heavy...found out that one of the members had probably had been lying to us all these few years. Its sad you know....why are the generation of Christians now so shallow and hard 2 be influenced? Ben was right...he said that nowadays we seldom hear of any of the youths wanting to die for Jesus, wanting to be missionary. wanting to give their all to Jesus...Lord, what is happening? My heart beats 2 c e youths soar with the Lord...I wanna c disciples raised, I wanna c people who r fervent and passionate for Jesus raised out from me, I wanna c youths rise 2 c their potential and live 4 the Lord!
K, coming back 2 all e heaviness I mentioned in line 1....I dreamt of the member again. I think its anxiety that I'm experiencing. I don't seem to know how to discipline my thoughts and emotions when it comes 2 e ple ard me being in trouble or 'not right' in their spiritual life, especially members. I woke up today...felt such a dread inside of me...I hate 2 repeat but I can't seem 2 find better words 2 describe...it sucha sense of heaviness within me.
But Nick was nice, he sent me an sms which brought a smile 2 my face...it was like: "Wow, I never knew Nick would say such things!" hahahahahaha.....Nick if U r reading, sorry la....this is where I wanna express myself freely so pardon me k? =)
Lord, I struggle 2 forgive. Ps Suz said I need 2 forgive myself 1st b4 talking abt forgiving the other party. I felt its so difficult....this sense of injustice, sense of betrayal I felt is so much stronger and real than what I know in my mind that the Lord would want me to do. Its so easy 2 tell my members not to harbor any unforgivness 2wards someone.....now I'm tasting it. I need 2 let go of my rights. I probably need 2 talk it out with the person I felt offended by. I need 2 release forgivness....Lord please help me. I've seen Your grace in my life, I've tasted of Your goodness, mercy and love....so therefore I must set myself free from this...

I'm forgiven because You were forsaken

I'm accepted, You were condemned

I'm alive and well

Your spirit lives within me

Because You died and rose again

Amazing love how can it be

That You my King would die for me

Amazing love I know its true

Its my joy to honour You

In all I do, I honor You

This is a song that speaks of the love and works of Christ for me. I dun wanna grow accustomed or familiar with it but I wanna let the words melt away the grudge against myself...

well well well..

2004-09-01T03:02:00.000+08:00

Well...I installed the picassa thingy and the hello..but I still can't download pictures. Either there's something wrong wif my PC, server or me...I wonder which has a higher possibility? ahhahaha
I've been wanting to watch this Jap movie on a dog- Quill. Anyone heard of it? The publicity is low, but tell you...the show is touching lor. I saw the trailer and I felt like crying...the sad parting between the man and the dog. Perhaps I'll go watch it with Nick sometime this week or next...
Its been kinda boring at work today cos it seems like everyone's on leave...but the thing is when they come back, there's where the work will flood in! Argh....I wanna quit my job and be a tai tai...I wanna be able to go to some cafe and drink coffee, relax, laid back and chat with other tai tai frens of mine. ahhahaha.....FAT hope, slim chance! To be honest, I'm still praying and asking God for direction in my life...I can't possibly stay here in this freezing lab for the rest of my life...For those of my frens who r reading this and r shocked by my secret desires....welcome to shuch's world! I wanna do something human...yet I'm afraid to really go out there n explore...its like you want something but u r afraid to face e real thing and b prepared to pay wateva price u need in order 2 attain it. Inside of me I still have a lot of smallness la...cos the world can b very scary n demanding. I am but a 22 yr old....wanting 2 find something that would bring me a sense of satisfaction thru the things I can do.
Well...Christians who r reading this, please pray 4 me...sometimes it can get overwhelming.. Family needs as well....its really such a challenge to press in 2 c them get saved. It seems so impossible....so difficult. But I remembered telling someone...'Never say its difficult until you have tried'....so I gotta live this out man! O Lord...uu c my needs...
"Your Heavenly Father already knows all your needs, and He will give you all you need from day to day if you live for Him and make the kingdom of God your primary concern"- Mt 6:32-33
Yup that's exactly what I need....I caught myself debating...why do I hafta serve God n yet continue 2 c my family like this? Why shud I serve God? Perhaps I shud scringe on my service towards Him..?? I guess these r really some very hard things I gotta clarify with my soul...Am I serving out of expecting Him to bless me? Jia lat....Lord please help me to balance my life properly....sometimes its really tough....Lord..guide me!!!!

I'm still new here

2004-08-30T11:32:00.000+08:00

this is new to me...gotta see this thru a designer friend of mine. Testing to see first....shall be back with more, after exploring...tata!